Holly Madison Reveals She Contemplated Suicide While Living at the Playboy Mansion in New Memoir

According to Holly Madison's new book, Down the Rabbit Hole takes a look at some of Madison's darker moments while living as one of the Girls Next Door under Hugh Hefner's roof. Publisher Harper Collins revealed in a press release, per Entertainment Tonight, that Madison's memoir reveals how dark of a time Madison had in the famous household. The release stated, "Life inside the notorious Mansion wasn't a dream at all—and quickly became her nightmare. After losing her identity, her sense of self-worth, and her hope for the future, Holly found herself sitting alone in a bathtub contemplating suicide."